I have recently begun to realize that my default expression/attitude is one of dejection. This is so wrong. Throughout my life, I have been accustomed to such remarks as, "You're always smiling," or "When you smile, your whole face lights up." Now it seems that smiling is the (relatively) rare exception. I usually have either a worried frown, or a vacant hopelessness on my face these days. Except when I'm angry. And then you don't want to get in my way. Because I can kill with my eyes.